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It has been a lonnngg while since my last blog entry but I have no objections about it. I have been meaning to write about my random occurances whenever but my sloth and sometimes blogger decides to overcome me. hahah. Right now I am overcome with tummy aches and the occasional release of air because I ate two bars of chocolate and a huge cup of milk for breakfast ): I need NEED to eat fruits and a bunch of vegetables later. RAHH
I am actually very excited for the weeks to come [even though school has been a rather irritating thing every now and then but its still much better compared to last semester] because I have:
1. My first anniversary :D
2. Hillsongs Concert at indoor stadium
3. The holidays!
Don't get me wrong, I actually do enjoy school this semester. I realized how I really enjoy the work that I am given to do [even though at first I was filled with much skepticism] and it isn't that difficult to wake up early in the morning to go to school anymore! hahah. Furthermore, there is always cho cho who makes the after school waits really worth it. OH OH. I need to talk about my classmates, they are simply awesome! ahha. Especially Kim and wei ying! hahah. I would go to school for them k. HEE HEE
okay okay i need to fart.
out.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Amazing Grace
The Lord is my Shepherd,
there is nothing I shall want.
green envy
Oh I hate this feeling,
of not knowing what you think.
Of feeling like an idiot,
every time it screens.
How I need to pray some more,
much much more indeed.
That the Lord may be oh-so-kind,
and take this away from me.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
blood
Today I went for my first ever blood test. The first time I had an injection of any sort. It was nerve-wrecking but I wasn't the least bit nervous that something wayward to happen because aaron followed me(: I realised how fortunate I am to have people around me to love me despite all my flaws. For everything that I stood for and for everything that I don't stand for. I have people to love me.
As I recall having the insertion of the needle in my arm, I recalled clinging onto the thought that baby was outside waiting eagerly lest anything happened. As I sat there for the 5 mins I remembered praying fervently and trying to keep calm and asking for Jesus to be with me every step of the way. I remember this moments and I am proud of them.
They would mean nothing if the feeling of love wasn't present.
If you didn't love me,
nothing would matter.
really
ah la la
So here I am sitting in lecture with my leturer one step away from me and I am blogging. Yes, I am defiant till the very end. HAHA. Just two minutes ago I was munching on my super huge sandwich that my dad made from the bread he baked last night and its utterly amusing
To justify the thickness of the bread, its good to compare it to the peanut butter THICKLY spread in the middle. HA. Anyway, I decided that I should now blog about my mundane life because I don't really like seeing two-liners post about some random issue that happened to cruise my mind in that moment.
I can't help but worry about school work now, even though I daresay that i have sorta finished quite a bit. Then again, you can never have done enough work, there is always something more that you can do. Apart from work I've been fairly excited about the upcoming youth in the spirit seminar [read: YISS] and I've got this tinge of feeling that its only when its like nearing that I have the whole sense of being a facilitator again. I have yet to decide if that is a good or bad thing though, I mean I would love to be excited about YI all the time but I don't know why I only feel this way when its like NEARING nearing. get it?
rahhh rahh the world is round. clap clap. okay im bored. OH OH I think I'm too sensitive for my own good. someone please slap me and take away my access to all blogs. HA.
ooo la la
armpit hair
Monday, May 18, 2009
hugs
If there was one thing I would want you to remember about me,
it would be how much I loved you.
for life
oh this toil I saw it coming,
oh my soul why all these yearning.
hello
my name is phi.
seventeen going on eighteen
i simply adore cupcakes
and things filled with
love
i want
to be your sweetest hello,
and hardest goodbye.
